Waiting for Change

Hi guys!

How are you doing? I’m doing quite okay. If you follow me on instagram, you know that lately I’ve been struggling with unemployment and all that jazz…

I’m longing for structure. Been learning new things about myself and about life in general but somehow I feel stuck. I’m ready for a change.

So welcome Spring!

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all photos by the great Nelli Yli-Malmi

Spring has never been my favorite season (I get allergy) and although it’s nice to see the nature blooming again, I’m more of a Summer and Fall kinda person.

And this Spring has been a lot of waiting. Waiting for the snowstorm to pass, waiting for the warmth, waiting to see my love, waiting for new things to come, waiting for change…

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There are ideas stuck in my head. Knowledge yet to put into action. I’m on the edge. I can feel it. But this WAITING is driving me insane. Playing with time when I know it’s just an illusion. I need to stop, but how? I need to start, but how?

Loosing my grip was a topic that I touched in my The Power of Habits post and I feel it’s still lurking in my everyday life… Next week I’m moving to Joensuu. I’m finally gonna pick up my working habits again and I couldn’t be more excited. Maybe I just need to wait a bit longer.

Or maybe all this is about learning to enjoy the moment?

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OOTD

Skirt: Vero Moda

Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell

Shirt: Vero Moda

Necklace: Efva Attling

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A little different type of post today but I still hope you liked it. This is after all a personal blog and by no means I’m trying to make the impression that I’m all perfect. Nobody is!

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MIAMI MARCH | mini lookbook

Hi guys!

Even though my Youtube videos are mostly in Finnish, these types of styling videos are fortunately not bind to any particular language!

The last time I was in Miami, I had to of course make my bf to film couple of my OOTDs and here is the result. I’m still using my iPhone to film these types of videos but I realize that this cannot go on forever ;D Slo-mo is always fun, just remember to watch this in HD !

Outfit 1

Jumpsuit : Urban Outfitters Vintage

Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Lita

Faux septum: Blackheart

Sunnies: Ninja

Bandana: Second Hand

Outfit 2

Dress: Superdry

Long sleeve shirt: American Apparel

Shoes: Nike

Faux septum: Blackheart

Choker: Second Hand

AND of course, remember to subscribe 😉

You are awesome!

Take Care<3

*Meeri

MIAMI LOOKBOOK | youtube

Hi guys!

It’s been awhile but I’m back with another video. Footage captured only using iPhone! I share couple of my most worn styles I wore in my visit in Miami.

If you enjoyed I would love to hear your comments and subscribe to show me your love<3

 

OUTFIT #1

Running pants: Intersport

Star Wars shirt: Topshop

Shoes: Nike

Sunnies: Ninja

Cap: Nike

Necklace: Second Hand

OUTFIT #2

Shorts: Second Hand

Crop Top: Topshop

Bomber: Monki

Fake Septum: Black Heart

Sunnies: Ninja

Shoes: Nike

OUTFIT #3

Trousers: Vero Moda

Shirt: American Apparel

Shoes: Nike

Necklace: Second Hand

Fake Septum: Black Heart

OUTFIT #4

Trousers: Vero Moda

Top: Vero Moda

Knitting: Noisy May

Necklace: Efva Attling

Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Lita

Thanks for reading and watching! 

You are awesome!

*Meeri 

Overanalyzing my future in Miami

Hi guys!

These few weeks have been crazy. I’ve been super productive and then again the laziest person in town. I have a history of being a perfectionist, being really hard on myself and overanalyzing things. Anyone can relate? Anyways those things don’t work when you are really trying to get things done. ‘Cause perfectionism is really just a form a procrastination…

I’m applying for schools here in Miami. I didn’t mention that in my last post on purpose. First I thought I wouldn’t share that here ’cause I felt that if I fail I might be blaming myself for shouting out my dreams to the public and therefore ruining my chances.

But there I was overanalyzing again  😀

I dream big. Always have and always will. But dreams will just be dreams if you don’t do anything about it. I’m trying to do something about it but when nothing is certain the idea creeps out like “what if this is not enough”. I’m breaking my brains with this overanalyzing. I know nothing and it freaks me out. Like I said nothing is certain but then again nothing is impossible.

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We spent a long weekend in Fort Lauderdale in an Airbnb apartment. It was my first experience in Airbnb and I’m just gonna say thank you future and technology for making these kind of things so easy. Like Airbnb is basically ordinary people giving their home or spare room for your use inexpensively (or at least that’s what I’m looking for). Why not! And some of these places are really like hotels.

Same thing with Uber which is still kinda illegal in Finland. Ordinary people driving cars and getting you from A to B with lot less money than you would use by taking a taxi. Like yes please! Because here in Miami you really need a car to get places.

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Little haul from Wholebody ;P

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This is someone’s office!
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Pelican Theater at Barry University
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Running at Hollywood Beach
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Coffee with my love in Margaritaville

Overall I’ve enjoyed my time here in Miami so far. Time really flies by in here. Been watching people’s photos on Instagram and I gotta say at this point I’m not looking forward returning to Finland 😀

 

Thanks for reading! 

You are awesome! 

*Meeri

 

Ft. Lauderdale VLOG | YOUTUBE

 

 

Hi Guys!

We spent a weekend in Ft. Lauderdale and I made this little video where I share what I ate and wore over those couple of days.

When traveling it sometimes hard to stay ‘super healthy’ and so chips and cookies are the reality for me. If you have any tips on how to eat more healthy while traveling please let me know! But in this video I’m really sharing the things that I eat on a holiday! There’s a lot of sodium going on but occasionally some fruits will hit my stomach.

One place that we ate twice was called Ocean View Delight. First we were going to get food from Wholefoods (which we actually did on the next day) but since Henu spotted the “vegan menu” sign, we had to check the place out. We ate these delicious ( and greasy ) wraps and the service was super nice!

Overall I’m not saying that what I ate was really bad ’cause it was still vegan and no animals were harmed.

So if you’re still thinking that every vegan is healthy as fuck that is not the case 😀

 

Outfit of the Night (Day 1)

Dress : H&M

Shoes: Jeffrey Campbell Lita

Choker: Thrifted

 

Outfit of the Day (Day 2)

Shirt: ONLY

Shorts: not mine 😉

Cap & Backpack: Nike

Sunnies: NINJA

If you have any questions and suggestions please leave them down below I would love to read your comments! Also if you want to subscribe to my Youtube channel just click here 😉 

Thanks for reading! 

You are awesome!

*Meeri